Look at Me
by Jennifer Egan
A lot has changed, but maybe it's only now that we can
see how many things, in fact, have stayed the same since
9/11. However, one thing we don't suffer gladly is terrorism.
Perhaps unfairly, Look at Me suffers for that: a central
character is a terrorist, bent on blowing up bits of NYC.
It's hard to know how to read this character except with
anger-on a micro level for the other fictional characters
and on a marco level for ourselves.
Much like her main character Charlotte, Jennifer Egan's
book Look at Me has , as they say, "a lot going for
it." Unfortunately, like many a troubled teenager with
potential, her book never manages to ascend to the next
level and is instead concerned only with looking cool. Egan
reaches a certain plateau and then, well, coasts, on sheer
amounts: a great number of characters, subjects, and themes.
Still, though, the story moves along at an easy clip, with
the plot (though contrived) slipping comfortably in place
like an old coat: not particularly stylish, but nevertheless
warm enough for when you're smoking in the parking lot during
second period.
There are two intertwining stories to Look at Me: One hightails
it with abandon to hole up in a 25th-floor NYC apartment,
and the other stays in suburban Illinois in a tangle of
emotions, dysfunction, and soul searching. To further widen
the scope, a litany of points of views are used, enough
to keep Anne Heche's shrink in business for years. But Look
at Me hinges on and circles around Charlotte, who tells
her story in the first-person. When an author uses the first-person,
it must a sign of who's in charge, though why it's her story
as opposed to anyone else's is unclear.
Charlotte (the older), a New York fashion model on the
descent, has been in a terrible car crash. While recuperating
in her mid-Western hometown that she deplores she withdraws
into herself. When she finally returns to NYC, with metal
pins holding her reconstructed face together, her fast-moving
fashion friends don't know what to do with her: they ignore
her, shun her, and sometimes fail to even recognize her.
Though it's unclear whether she has been disfigured (she
has no problem picking up random men in bars), her thoughts
regarding her self no doubt have been. Through no fault
of her own, Charlotte gets involved with two plot devices:
a detective searching for a mysterious man Charlotte used
to know named Z; and an Internet start-up that buys Charlotte's
story and likeness like a cheap commodity-not a very unsubtle
metaphor.
Back in Illinois, Charlotte (the younger-a different character
than Charlotte the older), a typically morose teenager and
the daughter of Charlotte's (the older) former best friend,
develops relationships with two older men who she thinks
hold some answers to her inquisitiveness but are merely
consumed with rage. One of the novel's few truly emotional
scenes occurs when Charlotte's uncle gets in a barroom brawl:
It's a fight between old high school friends and is brought
on by a battle between change and constancy. The short passage's
harrowing portrayal of the disappointments of these stagnant
men overshadows much of the other less-effective attempts
to garner sympathy for its characters.
The book seems to be of two minds. On the one hand, it
has ambitious, intertwining universal themes struggling
to raise the tone above specifics-for instance, how one
perceives beauty; the economic and industrial rise and fall
of a mid-Western town; the stories we tell and how we tell
them; and the selling of ourselves. All good stuff. On the
other hand, however, it has characters who seem stuck in
their own personal B-movie genre stories: a teenage girl
who gets involved with an older man; a mysterious stranger;
a detective / crime story. These two distinct types combat
each other throughout the novel. At one point, a character
says, "'People aren't moved by abstract concepts anymore
.
They're moved by people's individual struggles. Save the
Children-like, what children?"' Yes, perhaps, but we
can only care about the individuals if we care about the
abstract concepts they are struggling with.
The most resonant theme is the characters' struggles to
understand what defines America and Americans, and to see
if they themselves fit into its scheme: Charlotte (the younger)
studies, under the tutelage of her uncle, her town's bygone
impact on science and technological advancement; Charlotte
(the older) mines the relationship between self and appearance;
and Z, a foreigner, slips in and out of new identities-something
only new arrivals to these shores can do, despite the Hollywood
hype to the contrary.
Unfortunately, Jennifer Egan's writing is too self-aware
to allow the reader to believe in the existence of these
characters. Like her character, she thinkis she's onto something
cool. Unfortunately, Internet start-ups are so very 1990s
and terrorism is definitely not the new black.
Egan's writing is sometimes garbled and confusing, leaving
the reader wondering how to take certain passages. For example,
Z says the following of Charlotte (the younger): "Who
was this girl? He'd met her before, of course-there was
no one in the world he hadn't met before, usually many times."
Yes, Z had met Charlotte before, briefly, so what does the
rest of the passage mean? It would only work as a metaphor
if he had not met her before. How are we supposed to take
this, if not literally, a level it clearly does not work
on. And Egan's faux deep thoughts fall heavy and flat: "How
did you end a hug? Who began the ending of it?"
In addition, the characters, specifically Charlotte (the
older), are allowed to presuppose too much about others
and they simply sound condescending, arrogant. Charlotte
is always looking for the "shadow self" (i.e.,
the true self we hide from others), nullifying any opinion
readers have formed on their own. Without asking, or perhaps
insisting, that the reader draw conclusions, the book is
reduced to a plot with no beauty-a fitting condemnation,
I'm afraid.
--Chris Gage
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